Blake Field-Civil is having some bad feelings about his role in Amy Winehouse’s decline. Fielder-Civil says it’s his fault that Amy Winehouse got into drugs in the first place.
“I dragged Amy into it, and without me there is no doubt that she would never have gone down that road,” Fielder-Civil said to News of the World. “I ruined something beautiful.”
Blake was on a role during the interview, saying all of the right things. He not only takes responsibility for his role in Amy’s downfall, but he even says he’d be willing to sacrifice himself for her good.
“Now I have to let her go to save her life. I am not abandoning her. I am doing this out of love,” he said. “I have had to live with that for the past year that I have been in prison and I have got so much remorse.”
Blake recounted that when he met Amy, the only drug she’d indulged in was marijuana. It was with his tutelage that the Brit singer began to experiment with progressively worse drugs. Eventually, her entire career and her health were threatened by her drug use.
“It was heartbreaking seeing someone you love more than yourself, someone you would die for, someone you would kill for, on the floor shaking,” he said.
Amy has kept her distance from Blake since his release from jail. Blake says that’s his fault too.
“If it wasn’t for drugs, me and Amy would be so happy. Just without that in our lives — without crack and without heroin — Amy would be making beautiful music,” he said.





